INSULT TO INJURY

And after going through my belongings that I had at the nuthouse I've discovered someone stole all my underwear!

Outwit Outplay Outlast

Outwit, outplay, outlast. That's what "Survivor" is all about and that's what I am... a survivor. But that bitch Natalie won't be.

I just got home from the nuthouse. Not the hospital, the nuthouse. That's where they put you when you try to off yourself. After they toss you around like a bag of laundry, make you puke charcoal for days, shove needles and tubes and wires up and in every new and old orifice you have and strap you to a bed they put you in the nuthouse.

They talk baby talk to you, end every sentence with "Okay?" and don't let you have any sharp objects or strings of any kind. They watch you, bathe you, feed you and help you poop and piss. The motherfucking nuthouse. I was in there for over a week! I don't even know if I still have a job! The motherfucking nuthouse!

This is your fault, Natalie.

Everything has to be your way on your time on your terms. Well, fuck you! I couldn't take it anymore and washed a bottle of Ambien down with two bottles of vodka. I should have been dead and then you would've been sorry. But no. You had to find me and call 911. Like I said, everything has to be your way. You won't even let me die on my own!

I'm gonna get even for this. I'm gonna get you. You wanna play games? We can play games.

Outwit, outplay, outlast, bitch, and I'm gonna win.